This morning I felt full....
- things to achieve
- things to think about achieving
- things to do for others
- things that I was worried about
- things that hurt
Where do I start?
How do I connect and engage with all this stuff?
"Be a space"
What?
I don't have anything to bring to this space,
I cant do anything more,
be anything more,
produce anything else.
Im not enough,
Im empty,
Ive given everything,
there are gaping holes in me,
shallow and hollow places.
Be a space
"when you come and let me be with you,
put those things down, outside the door,
and
just come and be with me.
Breathe me in today.
You are not enough,
I am."
As I lay on the sofa,
simply being with God,
I gave up,
inhaled His love,
drew a fresh breath,
sucked up His Grace again
and remembered I dont have what it takes,
He does.
How can it be this simple.
Are you still in Zambia ZoeJoy? We're about to move out there. We may have friends in common. Anna
ReplyDeleteAre you still in Zambia ZoeJoy? We're about to move out there. We may have friends in common. Anna
ReplyDeleteHey Anna. I'm back in Bedford, UK now. How are you?
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